I am very sensitive to emotions tonight. I am taking things to harshly, I just want a good conversation. I just want someone to understand me and see and feel the world like I do. I don’t want to be alone. I want to know if there is someone like me, who feels things, everything, who is sensitive to how the world works. It is really bothering me tonight. I can feel it on my finger tips. I can feel it.
My life has been such a rocky roller coaster. I feel as if I am being put on hold before everything falls into pieces. I feel broken, but I am being put back together by all the ones who care about me and who haven’t given up on me unlike you.
I feel like my life is soft, quiet, and weak, and I just have to build myself back up from nothing again. Being kicked out has brought me so many emotions, that I have just felt numb. I have been just pushing through it. At times, I would tear up or get mad, but I haven’t really let it effect me. Maybe because this is what needed to be done.
This is my life now. I have to make the best of it, or I will be lost forever.
I am really happy with my tumblr. I can be super open and I get no hate. I post w.e I want and I don’t give two shits about what people think. I mean I used to care so much about followers and fitting in with the current popular themes for tumblr blogs and now I am like FUCK IT! This is my blog bitches.
Sometimes I am just IDK! I get really aggravated with myself. I have such a short attention-span. I can’t get into any sort of video game or computer game and get addicted to it. And personally I want to because it is better than trying all these new things that everyone else loves and can play for hours on end, and I will try it and be like. OH. This is okay. Cool. (15 mins later) I am bored. Like it really personally sucks.
